Because that is the perfect time to heal him.........
The ONLY time to heal him......
In the mean time, I twist and wring out my hands with sweat, try and quiet the doubts and fears that rise up inside in me, and keep wiping the tears that stain my checks and cloud my vision.........
"Jesus, how can You possibly pour into to him when he is so closed to us and to You?".........
"Jesus, how can I get him on the path to You and to healing if he cannot even see the sinful, dangerous, destructive world he is living?"........
"Jesus, how do I hold the face and heart of this angel and walk in Your Grace without allowing this to suck me in like a funnel of darkness?".........
It's getting harder......
This demon is relentless.......
It has a firm hold and powerful grasp......
Only You, Jesus, can release this......
We keep seeking, praying, and asking for Your wisdom to heal him........the angels that have tried, have failed........
But maybe You are calling for an army of angels.......
As we await the meeting of the newest angel, I try patiently, ever so patiently, to await Your healing.....
And my prayers certainly are for him, ALL for him.......
But I am weak and weary........I need to rest my soul in your arms......I need to repair my broken heart with Your love.........
Waiting for your "kairos" sweet, Jesus...........,,,,
Please, armor us with Your strength, Your wisdom, Your comfort, Your healing!!
Your healing..........Your healing.........Your healing.........
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